Kick up the rear end
Sometimes life gives you a good kick up the rear end to get you out of your comfort zone.
In case you didn’t know, I’m currently doing a series on YouTube where I document me improving my life. While I think I’m making (slow) progress, life had other plans and wanted me to change quicker.
I found out last night that my streaming on Twitch, as ExpeditionFiction, was being more disruptive than I had realised. This means that I need to change my streaming schedule to be less disruptive in the future. The new time I’d stream at I tested earlier tonight and it was an interesting experience.
During the early part of the stream, I was thinking I was being awkward, streaming with someone in the next room. However, during a rest break I realised I wasn’t feeling awkward. I was embarrassed, and I’m not 100% sure why.
Maybe I’m just used to not being myself. Hiding from everyone. It’s possible I’m hiding from myself, which is worse. Still, being aware there’s a problem is the first step in fixing the problem.